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Tuesday, July 07, 2009
jacq posted at 7:10 PM | 0 Noticed Me


imagine we start to have fashion police?! madness! arent u glad that we are not fine for the way we dress. hurhur. i dun think i can live with long sleeves in such weather. i salute my muslim friends.(:



this is what i call when u are pushed to ur limit, creativity flows as ur passion ignites. their designs are beautiful come on! we are too americanised, such talents shouldn't be hidden! it is such a pity they can't showcase their works.

now i truly unds what pj said abt women, no.1 men, no.2 dogs, no.3 women.
it is disgusting to see that we were previously treated as lower class citizens and den comfort women. call me a feminist? i say not, it is just respects to the other gender. after all, we were also created in God's image and we are suppose to be adam's companion/helper not just in sexual calls.

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Monday, July 06, 2009
jacq posted at 6:47 PM | 0 Noticed Me

the life of elijah.
1 kings 18
after listening to this short 3o odd min sermon, i realised that this passage is once again on serving two masters. we cant have the best of both world and that if whichever ur god is real, go all out for it but if it wasn't you miss the entire point of living den GG. there is only one try in life.

[kope from gideon's blog]
yes i do agree that often the process is the one that we are going for and not the end results of it but nevertheless, i think before you commit urself to one process, u should somehow think of the end as a bonus? if not wad's after enjoying the moment? more other random moments and aimless destinations? certainly, it is not easy to determine the end but like the sermon said, if God is the one true God, den serve him with all ur heart, soul, mind and strength. because nothing else matters. there is no other reason as why we should live our lives alr. there is only so much money we can earn (tho these give us luxurious spending in which u do not have to fret), there is only so much medals we can achieve (tho it gives u the glorious moment of ur life in which u can boast), there is only so much popularity/friends u can have (tho they really make a difference in life in which acts as a support, however only the true ones).

how about for a change, give a try to contributing to transformed lives?
invest ur time, money, talents on something eternal that will not have varied worth.
every sincere bit u give unto the Lord and his people weighs and grows and reaps abundance.

thou shall serve no other master except the one true God. to be honest, it looks really foolish to be serving something that dun work out at the end. it is like trying to wear bright red and neon green together. it looks hilarious and totally hideous. so make ur life stylish and fashionable. wear the cloak that exemplifies the beauty of what Christ has intended in your life. (:

okaes shall attempt to translate beauty.
apparently it applies to me only. hurhur.
sry to all out there who appreciate others. (:

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Sunday, July 05, 2009
jacq posted at 8:36 PM | 0 Noticed Me

Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

-- from the musical, CATS

omgg i missed those times loads
and yah ancient photo when shar was still in her uniform.
one of the more decent photos of shar. hurhur.
[photo taken at rach's place after cg, shar the CL]

ha! right.. say i am old school, say i am sentimental, say i am stuck in the past, say i am not moving on in life. wadever. but these are the days of my life that i love, treasure and missed. those carefree days which everything else was simple. (: no complications, just simplicity.
i kinda do agree with the saying that people don't grow up they just learn how to act in public.
and it is absolutely scary. oh wells.. tt aside.

this week..i'm a little ambitious but yeah i kinda picked myself up and am back in action. I led cg on sat for clams and realised that i miss leading CG heaps! hurhur. seriously. i miss leading cg with cheng too. hurhur. those classic moments. oh well.. before i rant on. the main objective was to set the standard higher for my CLs and CLas so that the glory to glory thing will work. hurhur. and most importantly for them to take a little break and crack on their creativity to start thinking how they can use whatever resources they have to make cg a slice of heaven. it was a huge crowd cause cheng and her mini-fellowship leaders (mfls) joined us too. so yes i made use of cheng to help me play the guitar. hee.. tt's for CRASHING my meeting. anyways. it was really fun and essential. i taught them how to transit, how to flow, how to take note of certain things, how to identify the horseface, the pastor, the evangelist and the teacher.

i guess the main learning point was that cg is a mini version of service but with our resources and strength we could only do so much. for eg we cant play the guitar so well like service praise, so alternatively yet not compromising on the stand of praising God, we sing praise songs like 'i love Jesus, i love to be in your presence', since they are fellowship songs too, we kill two bird with one stone. While we continue mastering and practising the guitar to reach to another level, we cannot just forget about praise weekly just because we cant play church level songs. Similarly, for worship and sermon d. it is the most impt elements in cg becus only the CL could set the spiritual atmosphere.

so based on ur strengths and weaknesses, make ur strengths in the segment tt u can make it a home run while work on ur weakness and complement it with some other that would push it forward and make it work as well. CG is really impt because it is a day where everyone set aside to come down and meet God, fellowship and if u fail to prepare or just do the bare minimum, man, we are shortchanging the people and we are answerable to Jesus. i hate to think tt way but honestly, why waste my 2 hours just coming down to play games ? if i want to, i can substitute it for computer games. Hence, cg must work to a point in which there is no substitute for it. 2 hours per person, per week is really not a joke. pls plan well and execute well. jiayou CLAMS and MFLs. i noe it is all tiring and sometimes annoying but noe tt these weekly cg meets contribute to ur ppl's growth. bit by bit, step by step, u will see ppl responding not because of anything significant but because of ur commitment to God and his people. (: everyone of us went thru what u went thru so we understand and empathise but we want to help u make cg also a slice of heaven like how it is with us, during our reign. (: Rome is not built in a day so press on, trust God to make cg that slice of heaven.

haha. however, somethings never change..
shar u rock my world! (:

[photo taken in the last day of global community camp at winsfield]

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Thursday, July 02, 2009
jacq posted at 4:43 AM | 0 Noticed Me

Pessimist vs Optimist

The pessimist finds fault;
The optimist discovers a remedy.

The pessimist seeks sympathy;
The optimist spreads cheer.

The pessimist criticizes circumstances;
The optimist changes conditions.

The pessimist complains about the apple seeds;
The optimist plants them.

The pessimist imagines impending peril;
The optimist sees signs of prosperity.

The pessimist disparages;
The optimist encourages.

The pessimist creates loneliness;
The optimist finds friends.

The pessimist nibbles at the negative;
The optimist is nourished by the positive.

The pessimist builds barriers;
The optimist removes roadblocks.

The pessimist invents trouble;
The optimist enriches the environment.

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Wednesday, July 01, 2009
jacq posted at 9:15 AM | 0 Noticed Me

this week i had the privilege of seeing sunrise and sunset.
sunrise with meiqi and sunset with yj and teoster.

God makes all things beautiful.

when things are beautiful u don't really need a good camera.
nonetheless, it is still awesome to have a brilliant camera.
i am so loving these photos.
(photos are taken by a W890i camera phone ^^)

at tamp cc
near the overhead bridge
the unique cloud form

these remind me of God's love and his faithfulness.
to couple with the above expression, my twin MY has went for baptism!
omg. and she did declare and say that it is different and more so that God had answered her prayers. ST called her to do a phone interview so she could pull more funds before going Russia! and more so.. her friends experienced a breakthru in her life, something she has been very burden and she has been sharing with me. woots. i just love these stories that called for a turning point. reminded me of a service where we flip cards.
<3.
Lord, use me to make a bigger influence to the ppl ard me.

on another note: my cousin is back for good with her family. i can officially spend more time with her and catch up on the many lost years of growing up tgt. she has an ascent tho. lol. praying she will come soon so she could dance with us too and most imptly, be saved so my aunt and uncle could also. LORD!!!! revival in my family. LORD!!! more spiritual atmosphere.
i have repented. tough but determined to walk right with u.

God indicate a sign, let her enter one of the schools in the EAST preferably. otherwise...any sch as good! ur timing, ur plan, praying dearly for her.

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Sunday, June 21, 2009
jacq posted at 9:14 PM | 0 Noticed Me

a little late this week to blog abt the week but nevertheless am doing so.
stealing a little time of class to blog. hurhur. this week has been a treat for me. in the sense that i caught a lot of shows and doing things i enjoy while ignoring my deadlines. haha. =x and i think i am beginning to be an expert in that.

Let's start from the first day of the week.
I reached school at 8.50am on a monday morning when everyone else is not zzz from the previous night in camp. and i was zombified just alone in greg's class trying to hear what he was trying to tell us and of cos hearing him rant which is superbly unusual. he was the one who terrorised huien but is now asking us for help in another measure. i am so intrigued. oh well.. tt's not the pt. the pt is. i was barely thinking or had enough oxygen to think during class and he made us do a proposal on the spot. as huien had camp, she wasnt around and toong probably had work fatigue that left me with shereen. ha. it was crazily insane. i could not think properly but it tide thru anyways. ha. i mean we hit the point and did wad he was impressed with. good for us?! haha. thank God i would say. den i zzz all the way ignoring my deadlines and all. haha. 12hours straight finally?! haha. and den when i woke up i tried to start on my deadline but it was not the physical fatigue anymore, it was the mental fatigue. haha. couldn't think properly so i tried hard enough den i decided to give myself a treat.i went to watch this german show, dance subaru and state of play. ha! it was a treat! yesss. i nv had so much joy tho the shows are depressing. oh well.. but i got my rest in tt sense. haha. and den chiongster jacq was in action. all the way till friday morning. ha!

den it was the weekends. it was this crazy weekend tt baked me brown. haha. i was involved in this bazaar with twin and her friend. they are crazy people. lol. seriously they were trying to rid stuff so much tt everything was going for 50c! omg! like how possible is that. mind u stuff like club marc was available for $1! a blazer to be exact that was never worn. wth! seriously. anyways. i had fun time noeing yun zhen and catching up with twin, she is baptising this coming sunday!!! wooohhh.. i am excited for her. she was telling me tt joy in her is unspeakable. haha. dear. she is someone i least expected. but she is doing so now to declare her love for Jesus. ha! gosh, this is funny.

jacq: hey so wad is ur baptism name?
my: i never think of it.
jacq: why? okaes who u admire?
my: JESUS! haha.
jacq: okaes. jesusina!

lol. oh well. that's not the pt. i am just happy for u my! i pray that God's presence will be with u and that u may not only experience his grace but also experience his tangible love that is so dear. i am surely gonna miss u when u are in russia. boy.. that's 10 whole mths! and maybe after tt u may not even wanna come back! sheessshh.. my dear twin! i wanna go visit u someday! haha. i pray u will still grow stronger in God and be the vessel that God called u to be. (: jiayou my, dun let anyone say u are not good enough because God has given u this talent that not everyone can have. KEEP DANCING! >.<

also, went for huiqi's 21st at coasta sands after the bazaar it was crazily rushing. but well.. i was not the latest. someone came just before the cake cutting ceremony which indirectly saved me. hurhur. din wanted to be so rush but becus of the bazaar that we wanted to rid our stuff we stayed longer than expected. hurhur.

huiqi, someone that i only know in sec 3 because we were put in the same class. before that in primary sch i din even noe she existed. well i think it is divine and God's plan because.. she only came to church in sec 4, after much persuasion and continually persistence that she has to be there and no doubt when she converted, it was the works of the hs for i din even speak to her during altar call. lol. den she proceed onto the jc group. haha. the jc-ne. haha. not exactly a smooth journey for her especially in sr but i seen her grow up literally how she trust God so much more and.. the joy when she entered clm. ha! huiqi, knowing that u still strive on to serve God in ur own unique ways make me really glad. thanks for making me feel good tt u are serving alongside with me. and now in ur new lifestation, i pray God will continually give u grace and tt his grace will bring u thru wherever he intended u to be at and.. ur family will come to know God soon. haha. (: jiayou qi. i do see ur prayerlife increasing as well. jiayou. see u at the end of the race, anytime, i am just a buzz away. (:

this entire weekend made me realise this...
1) i am blessed
2) i am blessed to be a blessing
3) i want to be that channel of blessing to more people around me

Lord, use me.
and take tt brown bake off my skin! it is seriously brown.

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
jacq posted at 9:52 AM | 0 Noticed Me

right.. back from unstoppable. and yeah. swell under the weather. i finally am down with a flu. ha! this camp was back to the fundamentals and seriously, one that made me think thru why i gave my life to this church again. i wun say this is a teary camp like some others of how God convinced me thru visions and words but i say that this is one of the camp tt God thru the previous camps asked me if i was showing true love or purely revealing infatuation. it was a tough one indeed.

i mean. it is easy to say i love jesus, i love the church when u just begun ur walk with God. when everything is new, is fresh, is novel and most imptly, the things that u have been doing in ur life takes a 180 turn. but after 7 years (almost) not easy to still say i love jesus and i love the church the same love u had at first or even more than ur first. somemore after gg thru so much spiritual fatigue, misunderstandings with situations and people and some tt turned ugly while some turned out well.. i dunno abt all the others but for myself, i was really tired and sick of status quo. worst of all, not just status quo but not having anything done when feedback is given, the frustration the germans felt when their suggestions were not heard, they then had to bomb places to make their point. den they called it terrorism/rebellion and not revolution?! and yes i had to throw tantrums to make my point heard. and well.. not exactly the best way to make my point heard and yes had a lot of debris to clear.

but indeed, my rhema word was,
is it true love or infatuation?

muse, musing, mused.

that's the spiritual part, now for the fun & family part.
we celebrated our first anniversary, ebc. (:
i had a good laugh and a good look at how talented my unit is.
boy, so many aspiring musios, singers, dancers and actresses.
i cant wait to see them using these for the kingdom. (:
it will be a blast!

just waiting for the photos and videos to be up.
and yes God i will be faithful with the talents u place in my hands with. (:
and yes, now i could do the 5% that no one in my unit can do so we could all advance the kingdom tgt. in leaps and bounds!

i am hearten cus this entire anniversary was run by my cls.
all i had to do was to watch and judge and critic (hardly any).
and special thanks to all who played their 100% in this for making the less than an hour celebration a memorable one. i guess we are really 'hot and sexy' (quote yaoyao). hurhur.
oh yes.. and to ur promise to me, i promise that i play my part and u too so we would get there. it is really a long long long way to go.

to my beloved ebc,
we are just raw, untapped upon, untouched gems. we are diamonds in the making.
stay with us and we will see how God is gonna use u to a greater measure to play in this church.
the unstoppable momentum as we continue to prepare for the day when Jesus comes back, the day where everything turns beautiful.
keep pure, keep clean, keep growing in the Lord.
when we stop growing, we start dying.
let's not waste God's gift in us.
in line with what God convinced and convicted me. since we have the resources, invest it in somewhere it will last. build the church instead of the world. i mean yes they give u appreciation and recognition but it does not last. what for? might as well, pull ur resources and placed it in the right place. u dun have to be a finance person to noe that when u place ur investment at a secure fund, u sure reap boundiful. so likewise, this has no risk at all but high returns. reconsider where u want to invest ur giftings/talents. i have made my investment and would continue to make my investments. (:

wbu?

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